Traditional greyscaled requests open

Hi, I think everyone did see that I am not replying too much or not uploading anything... 

It is due to a very extreme situation I have been trough... I have received a lot of support but... I am still not able to recover...

I lost a very close person to me... practically my own sister who I called... my family... 

She is gone and I am in everlasting sadness until I die, she used to be very suicidal anyway... but what she has said to me before she has gone... has destroyed me entirely.

These memories are still coming back and I cannot even sleep or eat without vomiting or feeling sick...

The only thing which helps is drawing.. so I was thinking on opening grayscaled traditional requests... bring me all your characters... 

Groxika from the once living family of Darkside